I know I must survive, a big regret is a big mistake. I know…

July 22, 2006 § Leave a comment

“Itulah gunanya temen!!!!”, aQ teriak dlm hati wkt nulis ini.

G bs dibayangin apa yg akan trjadi klo aQ g prna puny org2 tg namany temen.
aQ kayakny (masi dlm skala “kayakny”) bs bangkit dr “shock system” yg bner2 bqn aQ sedikit depresi kmrn.

Smpet beli rokok A Mild Menthol yg isi 16 batang itu, n u/ kedua kaliny seumur idupQ aQ ngisep asap yg ngandung racun nikotin itu dalem2…

Rsny lega bgt, u/ sesaat rsny hilang semua beban, bayang2 nightmareQ n teriakan2 marah yg selalu aQ denger from my Dad. (sori Loph, bkn maksud aQ mem-plagiat kt2mu d postingan wkt km drag race… aQ g bs nemuin kt2 yg laen. sori…)

aQ ngisep dg lancar bgt, g ky ank2 yg baru blajar ngrokok. aQ pantengin langit tengah malam yg sunyi itu… n aQ bnci bgt coz d Sby aQ g prna liat bintang2 dg jelas…
mrk selalu kliatan begitu kecil n cahayanya redup bgt…
That’s all the reason why I hate this fucking town!

g tw ni nasib blogQ stlh ini tar…
semua nunggu kondisi jiwaQ…
I’m sick!
I’m fucked!

But thanks to LopH for her clear mind…
and putri for her wiseness, I’ll call you tonight…

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